Hi! I’m sorry to hear you’ve been having such a hard time. I’m at least glad you know more about what’s been happening internally so you can get the right kind of help! I just wanted to let you know we’ve missed you here, and we hope to hear from you as you are able.

Howdy! Aww, thank you so much for your kind words and thoughts. I’m going to a bone doctor on Thursday, so I’ll find out a little more about what’s going on. With luck, a lot more.

I’m fairly annoyed that my scoliosis was originally brushed off, and now that I’m getting it looked at more, it turns out to be causing several other major issues. I’m starting to think it’s responsible for even more than that. It’s why I can’t stand for very long at a time, as far as I can tell. And of course, now, I can totally feel and notice and see everything on my body keeling toward the left.

I’ve considered my left side my “strong side” for quite some time now. I guess that’s because, you know, more of my spine is over there. >_>

And I’m glad I’m worth missing! I’m trying so hard to push through everything. But maybe things are going to look up soon.

Being proactive when I’m so enmeshed in a depressive episode is difficult, but it’s a little at a time, I guess.

Thanks again! <3 I’ll do what I can to be on here more. I know I say that a lot, but here’s hoping that I’ll be able to follow through this time.

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